Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Signs and Symptoms of a Fragmented Soul.

Astrology- your stars are NOT in good positions. Worst, it goes in OPPOSITION with the rest of the human race. Numbers and anything which has to do with this field control your every move.
Life- you feel there is not just one of you, but many, like incarnations, yet not quite because you are not "GOD" himself. Humans that you meet you, even for the first time, know your identity and who you really are. THEY control you and it is NOT yourself doing that. Whatever they say HAPPENS to you. It's as if you DON'T have a soul but are a puppet on a string, alive yet dead. At times, they will give you a haunting look.
Relationships- you discover, in a short time, people whom who trust with your heart and soul start to steal your elixir, or true energy, and use it for their pleasure.
Friendships- everyone you come in contact with presents you with twisted, false, chaotic attitude, point of view and words. Promises are unclear and false. If you confront them verbally, they will deny it at ALL costs.
Physical Health- constantly bombarded by illnesses. To others, it's nothing. But to you, it gets so serious to a point that you feel like you want to and are almost dying. Mysterious illnesses are constantly thrown at you.
Mental Health- people will slowly "tap and sap" you by first flattering you then after a while, start to erode and chip away at your character and sanity when you least expected. When you burst their bubble and expose them, they will erupt emotions and curse you. You have absolutely NO control to what YOU say or do, but they, who steal your soul, DO.
Bipolar Phrases- "oh, you are my best friend, and I know that, you are my saviour," "yes, sure, tomorrow will be a good time- when tomorrow comes, they are not there, "the elements and stars got you, they just got you" "it's your destiny, and there is NOTHING you can do about it," "you are so immature, you cannot do ANYTHING right," "but you are here, it is so- that you suffer," "it's your fault- irresponsibility from the sayers actions" and so on...
ALL these leave one with a defeated and confused mind, the number one reason to trap you here and implant you more. They say "you create your destiny." What Insanity! Creating your own destiny means having everything YOUR way and in a JUST and FAIR way, NOT dictated and CONTROLLED by other humans!

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